Voice of the Angel

God speak deep in my heart doing CGM Worshiping.

He asked : Son why are you fearing these things , why are you so afraid in walking in the direction that I have show you -He said : I’m the way , the truth , the life

This verse came into my mind –
Moses told the children of Israel to “Fear the Lord…to walk in all His ways and love Him” (Dt 10:12, 20).

I gotta this information below from a web
People obey because they fear the divine wrath if they don’t. Though it may cause one to obey God’s commandments for a while, fear of punishment is not the highest motivation for serving God. It may even contain some hidden selfishness: “I serve God because if I don’t He’ll do something to me-which I will find inconvenient. So serving and obeying God is in my best interest!”.
It totally wrong wrong!!

Jesus says, “If you love Me, you will keep my commandments” (John 14:15). Obedience should spring from our love for God.
Because he have send his only son to died for our sins

I felt lot of strength running in my body!!! is not by my strength is by God Strength!! It his word Hallelujah

Today I was waiting at amk to have my dinner together with sherry after my visitation , but she gotta reach in about 30mins.I decide to pay a visit to my grandma house.
When my da po(my dad brother) saw me , he notice I was wearing a necklas with a cross and asked if I’m a christian.

I said Yes , instead of denied because I Fear the God more than anything in this world.My da po became to nesty on what he said to me and I being talk back how my life was entire changed because of christianity.
In between it he was repeating same thing over and over again , i doubt he was listening to what I said…. I felt that no words in my mind I can fight back and further more my main purpose was to visit my grandma not to quarrel with him.I prayed in the spiritual hoping for God Grace and wisdom will came upon me to win this horrible battle for Christ.

Suddenly the house phone rang and he went to pick up the phone!!
He began talk on the phone and simply ignoring me.Sherry also smsed me that she have reached.
I know that it time for me to slip out of this persecuting section from my da po.
God Grace is abound that anything on this Earth.

Praise the Lord with my soul Bless his Holy Name!!!

I break fast on 3rd day!!!! I find out my body is only able to sustain 3 days of 24hours fasting.I sustain on water for the past few days
Morning Prayer meeting is awesome New Revelation:Encourage anyone whom you know , you doesn’t need wait on the day he/she approach you , then you make the effort in encouraging

I need spiritual BreakThrough

Today I took my CMATH2 term test , somehow I having problem in during alot questions.The word Fail came into my mind straight away.When I walk out the lecture theatre , I hear his fatherly voice : Son you did your best , rest assume I will take care the rest of it.

I can feel the peace , I know that I can do even better.This doesn’t fail me in the trust I have in you.
Before CMATH2 test , I was trying to invite friends to our christmas service during the christmas day , But I have alot fear in doing it , as I know once again I will get rejected.

Some though came to my mind , if they don’t wish to open the heart for the gospel of Jesus Christ , what for I doing these thing over and over again the only things I recieve is rejection.I already did my part , in letting them know who is Jesus.When they enter hell it none of my business , since God the Creator have creator two ways for all his children.
This remind me not to Fear rejection , but fear God.I really want these who I Love or even my enemy to enter the gate of Heaven not hell.Once again took the courage to invite them.The result is not good , but I continue pray for them every single day.Even it take 1 year or even 10 year , I will be their prayer warrior.

I currently on my day 2 24hrs Fasting.

Last night I couldn’t sleep at all.In fact I was rolling on the bed , my mind was full of images of certain people.
I just get back sitted on the bed can being to pray , a unclear image came to my mind.I didn’t really think much and fall back to sleep.(3am)

I was a bit worry couldn’t get up at 5am , because morning prayer meeting start at 7am~8am at Heart Of God Church which located at Paya Lebar.Amazing I got up on time and reached HOG Church on time.
I sat on the middle of the row , I look around it quite empty and the time was 6:50am.

I prayed for quite a long time in tongues before in words , I realized when I start to pray for each of individual friends , it came so smoothly that I expected.
My English is quite bad , when I prayed together my cell group I always lost control somehow…
But it totally different for me right now.Pray that God will anoint my spirit to do the same for my prayer life.
I want to be a true prayer warrior!!!

Guess what I don’t feel any tired at all.

I was quite upset over something , that my mood totally changed , I went back to home to sleep.
It my 24hrs fasting day